3 months and still counting

As each day is passing by, I am getting more excited about being pregnant once again. Though I am having the dreadful thoughts during giving birth, the whole months of bearing my baby and after I bring the child outside the world contemplates all the hardships I will be facing. Besides having a good OB, I am now quite ready for the second time. Others may talk about having problems during their pregnancy, having hemorrhoid after giving birth, others suffer with eclampsia etc. But still I don't have to worry cause I am not at risk with eclampsia and there is medicine for hemorrhoid relief. What I am worrying is the fact that we have Eloise now and my husband needs to look after her while he needs to be beside me too when time comes. My mother-in-law is too old to babysit baby Eloise and I don't think my mother will come to assist me too as she's taking care of my father. Well, whatever happens, I'll make sure I will have a good pregnancy so I can give birth easily. But right now, what I am excited more is to know if it's going to be a boy or another girl.